Diary of Independence

Dear Diary,

Today is Sunday and is the first day of the rest of my life. I need to keep track of the dates today is 10/28/2007. I have decided that I need to have my independence. Not that I will be alone, but that I could be with no problem financially. So I have decided to wright down my steps to get there and the day to day goals that have to be accomplished. But before I start all of that I need to know exactly what I want to have at the end of the journey.

What I need............

1. A job that gives me at least $13.00 an hour

2. Learn how to box and get into shape

We will leave it there for now. Now I need to make a list of how I begin to accomplish Number One...

Make phone calls first thing in the morning for a baby sitter at least twice next week...

Make a resume on word pad

Make at least 10 phone calls on info for a job (casino, security, call centers,any job at or above the 13 I need)

This will be for my first day all things must be achieved. That list is minimal and tomorrow's will be more vigorous. But before I go I want to remind you of a few things that your subconscious mind is telling you. YOU need a PARTNER, not a man next to you in bed. Life takes two, is that what you have? Is your life what you want it to be? Are you what YOU want to be? Are you who you are supposed to be? If your not then why and how do get there. Only you can change that. Everything you want you can have it is out there. But first and for most you need to have the same freedom as he does. You have to have a life and friends and all of those things outside of this house and our circle. To have all that and the freedom you need, you have to be making your own money! You need to trade some time for money for a while but you are worth 15 plus but you have to start somewhere. Make it happen that has always been easy for you. Get it done!! DO IT NOW!!!!!

Oh and another thing open the damn dance workout DVD pop it in, dance with DonTay he will love it. LIVE EVERYDAY TO IT'S FULLEST....

Just a little poetry to send me on my way.............

With Death there is Birth and always with Birth there is Death

When it is time just let it go and the rest will fall into place

Follow your soul and make it HAPPEN then rejoice

When you reach the end you will be so free

At that point you will know that you did all you could

And you look back and say " I miss what died but I love what was born"

Here is to the first of many and the best is on it's way.................................

I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU BACK