All Alone

Have you ever felt like you are truly alone in this world....................

No matter what connections you make through out your life you are truly alone............

I hate that but maybe that is what I'm suppose to learn how to be o-kay alone...................

Does the pain ever go away or does it just stay forever and ever...............

Even the one person that I always thought would be there moved on to bigger and better things.....

All I want is someone to love me ya know really love me..................

I miss being hugged and kissed just cherished.................

Just to be held and told everything will be all right............

I have never really had that and it's what I crave so much............

I look at other people around me and they have that why not me..........

What did I do so wrong..............

I know that I have to feel this but god damn it hurts like hell.............

And how long will it last...............

One day............

One year............

What else do I have to do.................

I just want that happiness...................

Some times I do think that maybe everyone would be better off without me...............

Maybe I would be better off.................

I just wish that all the fights in my life I got some closer for.................

The fight was fought to and end not just to another fight..................

I hope that some where in all this trial and tribulation is love and light............