Chillin

Just chillin at work all alone............

Sold lots today........mmmmmmmmmmmm......should work alone more often..........

A little to quiet though..............

No one to talk to so I guess I will have to write to my thoughts............

Thoughts are getting better...............

Some of my volcano thoughts and feelings have subsided..............

I miss him though..............

For some reason he is hiding from me......................

Got close to someone else probably...................

I miss it though it was really helping me cope................

Can't tell him that though..........head might get to big................

Funny how you think that men can't handle the truth...............

They seem to always jump off the cliff.....................

What do you think that my life will be like when that change happens................

What kind of a women will I become................

I hate to be alone, sleep alone all that..................

But I know that for my soul it is the best thing.................

It's either change or die for me now.................

I choose change..................

I hope that I am stronger then I was all those years ago.................

I hope that I learned from the past years and that alone wont feel so alone..............

Here's to new beginnings and to hopefully one day a new love.................

A true love that will last though eternity...................